I am altogether consumed with this idea of consumption–
What is enough?
And, what do we need? How does what we need fit into our desire for quality, sustainable things? I have the hunch that maybe those aren’t so far apart, so irreconcilable.
We’re not minimalists–though I’ve wondered if Jesus wants us to be. We are, after fourteen Seoul-searching months, essentialists.
But how to decide what is essential when so many others have less.
Or nothing at all.
It’s true. In my lifetime, extreme poverty has decreased majorly. Less than 10% of the world will live on less than $2 a day in 2015, according to the World Bank. And while that statistic is breathtakingly lower than the 43% in 1990, it still means that over 1 billion people live in extreme poverty.
I know, and so do you, that something. is. wrong.
Really, what effect does this have on me? Maybe the fact that the answer is (in all caps) NOTHING, is the largest signifier.
1 billion people in extreme poverty and I haven’t felt a thing.
Jen Hatmaker says it like this:
While the richest people on earth pray to get richer, the rest of the world begs for intervention with their faces pressed to the window, watching us drink our coffee, unruffled by their suffering.
Y’all, I feel something.
What does it even mean to need things? I’ve never been without so I don’t know.
But I want to. I want to know what is necessary. I’m so afraid to even say that because I know what happens when we pray dangerous prayers. Prayers like, “Lord give me patience.” Or, “Lord, make brave.” “Lord, help me to be humble, kind, persevering.”
This is a “Lord, change my heart prayer.” A “Lord, teach me to be like you,” prayer. A “Lord, I’m LOST if you don’t help me out” prayer. I want to know what is enough.
As I set up a new home, how do I follow in the steps of my Savior, who had no place to lay his head?
I mean, really. Do I buy a bed? Is that taking this to extremes? It is. I know that. Don’t I?
I am full of questions, longings, a twisting stomach and this, again, from Hatmaker:
A stirring is happening within the Bride. God is awakening the church from her slumber, initiating a profound advancement of the kingdom. Please, don’t miss it because the American Dream seems a reasonable substitute, countering the apparent downside to living simply so others can live at all. Do not be fooled by the luxuries of this world; they cripple our faith. As Jesus explained, the right things have to die so the right things can live–we die to selfishness, greed, power, accumulation, prestige, and self-preservation, giving life to community, generosity, compassion, mercy, brotherhood, kindness, and love.
Lord, teach me what is essential.